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TITLE (EDIT)
A Monster And A Masterpiece
DESCRIPTION
A song dedicated to all those girls who were sexually abused by their dad or a family member. It entails a long journey of forgiveness and learning to love one's self.
[555 words]
TITLE KEYWORD
Motivational
AUTHOR
Diana Angela Chang
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
I am a happily married mother of two beautiful intelligent children who is focusing on writing lyrical poetry to compose a book that inspires readers to overcome any circumstance in their life. I have a criminal justice education and 9 years experience in the field. I am a voluntary life coach to youth and addicts with mental illness and am currently pursuing that degree to become a professional in the field.
[October 2017]
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
808moon.sniper@gmail.com
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (27)
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A Turtle, An Introvert (Poetry) My therapist encourages me to write my lyrics and poetry by giving me assignments. This assignment was based on a photo card she had given to me. On it two turtles in the sand and two red sailboats ou... [260 words] [Animal]
An Undying Love (Poetry) This is a poem about two people who fell in love, had a baby and when all was good, suddenly the whole world came crashing down on them. They managed and stayed together but it changed the whole tone ... [440 words] [Relationships]
Asphault (Poetry) A young woman is brutally attacked by 5 men and was almost sexually assaulted when an off duty officer came and saved her life. But since that night she is unsure of her life and who she is and everyt... [184 words] [Drama]
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I Need Someone Like You (Songs) Two best friends who grew up together separated at 18 when one left Hawaii and got married moving to Oregon. They have been letting years go by hardly trying to keep a consistent connection because it... [202 words] [Relationships]
I'll Be Right Back (Poetry) A poem for those who live with a critical, negative person who is relentlessly pushing your buttons for personal entertainment. Walk away, don't stay. [214 words] [Drama]
Invisible Battles (Poetry) This is a lyrical poem that refers to depression, mental illness and addiction as a daily battle while others do not see these battles as personal accomplishments. [313 words] [Motivational]
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Meth Cases- A Yes Or No Basis (Poetry) Do not turn your back on this tragic epidemic that needs our attention and added some divine intervention. Here is a bit of what I know about them, they that are outcasts, that are forsaken. Meth abus... [480 words] [Psychology]
Preconceived Notions (Poetry) For those trying to overcome anger, there may be a few people who purposefully continue to give you this label despite your growth and we anger monkeys know, that can itself make us angry. Keep your h... [154 words] [Motivational]
Science Compliments God (Poetry) This poem is about science and how it compliments religion. Some people are led to believe you have to believe it is either or. This poem says why we shouldn't have to choose. [382 words] [Scientific]
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Somethings You Need To Know (Poetry) For my two beautiful children! Just a few things you should always remember. [113 words] [Self-Help]
The Dripping Water (Poetry) This is a poem for anyone who can relate to disassociation or feeling like arson to the establishment of your trauma is the answer. Like when Jenny in Forest Gump when she throws rocks at the house sh... [394 words] [Mind]
The One That Got A Way (Songs) It's about that one person that could have been but time or circumstance would not let it be. [234 words] [Romance]
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What Is Missing? (Poetry) Feeling a hole in your life, a void? Maybe the answer for you is God. [183 words] [Spiritual]
Who Is Who To You? (Poetry) This is a poem that defines what a real friend means and to inspire those who like myself, lacked having such a special person to call a friend in their lives. [393 words] [Relationships]
Witnesses Of The Light (Poetry) For all photographers and those who are called to witness sunrises and sunsets. How lucky we are. #luckyIliveHawaii808# [144 words] [Art]
A Monster And A Masterpiece
Diana Angela Chang


There is sunshine in the morning
But for me it is always pouring
A stranger to myself I await
Hopeful I anticipate
Longing for freedom from captivity
To gain forgiveness and empathy
Ridding of all negativity
Iíll never be the same
Daddy youíre the one I blame
You gone and completely defiled
A young innocent juvenile
These crimes you cannot reconcile
The exemption of a pedophile
A predator without a file
Be glad you stood no earthly trial
I come in uncertain peace from a crooked mile
A girl undone, a woman incomplete
It seems all I do ends in defeat
Because my foundation is not concrete
And love I let die and happiness deplete
I am an educated fool
Not being used as a developing tool
Dictator of myself without governing rule
A rocket ship idled without fuel
You know what you did
I was just a kid
And the dealer had the highest bid
But not all evidence was rid
I saw for myself
Photos sold for public shelf
A sincere apology would have sufficed
It should have been clear and concise
On your death bed you refused
Now youíll pay the ultimate price
And reap what youíve sown thrice
Since youíre gone, may it be done in your afterlife

Chorus:
Now love I push away
Battling each day
Since adolescence without fun and play
Since that dark and stormy day
Through my forgiveness your debt is paid
Many times I have prayed
That you be released
Fly to heaven and be in peace
Depart without worry
Youíve created a monster and a masterpiece

I am burdened with wrath
And all men are on my warpath
They say victims often become the psychopath
But this is just the aftermath
No one will truly understand the depths of this despair
They will only notice my wanton disregard and lack of care
Now ask yourself is that really fair?
A victim unheard
Yet I find forgiveness in the word
My life I am trying to reconfigure
Keeping my angry finger off the trigger
To love I am blind
As to myself I cannot love because I cannot find
So I begin this journey to free my heart, soul and mind
After all I donít want to be a failure left behind
By this event I will not be defined
I will not let it dictate my life
I am someoneís mother, someoneís wife
I will bear this testimony with pride
This secret God said not to hide
It shall be written in a book to help a few
So a gray sky may turn blue

Chorus

Do you remember all the zest I had?
Because once upon a time you were a great dad
Now I am a weathered flower
Did you nurture, build and empower
Indeed but all was lost in that dark hour
As it chained me in a secluded tower
Without sunlight and water for my soil
Caused me so much anguish and turmoil
Like an olive tree without oil
On my own I learned to both recoil
And practice how to stay loyal
I have a heart that commits
And positivity that emits
I grow exceedingly as time permits
This world, not very fond of it
Added much natural heartache and bodily pains
A white fleece with stains
Seemingly unshakable I remain
Strength I have, but endurance I cannot ascertain
I always break or am given up on
But itís a new day, a new dawn
The lord I shall call upon
My intellect, compassion and courage I will always have to fall back on
On bad days when it is not clear
Just who it is staring back at me in the mirror.

Chorus
You may have taken a piece of me
But peace you cannot take from me
So I am setting us both free
Donít worry youíve created a monster and a masterpiece


 

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STORYMANIA PUBLICATION DATE
October 2017
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