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The Chair by Colin Baker - [235 words]
Raining Cats And Dogs by Colin Baker Do you believe in metaphors coming true ? [187 words]
Lilic Dreams by Amarjit Bhambra I aways loved the colour Lilic - lilics are full of dreams. [99 words]
Decider by Randall Barfield This poem was composed after a slow reading of Green River, Running Red by Ann Rule, the world's foremo... [169 words]
...Changes... by Luis Felipe Moura Life will never be the same. [193 words]
Frostbite by Michael J Musto - [48 words]
The Things We Go Through by Carla Thomson The person that this is talking about is me... when it says "you" it's talking about m... [171 words]
I'm A Bitch!
What's It Like To Be by Andrews - [22 words]
What Is Justice Of Mr. Nguyen And The Prince Of Arabia? by Amarjit Bhambra What is the Justice in the World compared with Mr. Nguy... [119 words]
What If? by Danae Bonomini - [134 words]
Waiting In Limbo by Briony Carvalho For my mum. [89 words]
Verbosity by Briony Carvalho Got bored and fancied writing a silly poem for a giggle! [53 words]
Unwanted Happiness by C Stretch This is somebody who is used to pain and rejection all her life. So once she finds "happines... [69 words]
Ultimately At Your Service by Rae - [82 words]
Ugly by Elizabeth Flores Not really my usual style, but it's just something I had on my mind and this is how it came out:) [109 words]
Two Birds Of Paradise by Kendall Wilt For the lovers. Fictional poetry. [73 words]
Troubled Insecurities by C Stretch - [170 words]
Time To Get Serious? by Curious - [70 words]
This Feeling by C Stretch Trying to explain how I feel and why for this certain somebody. [88 words]
Thinking About Your Leaves by Sasu - [117 words]
There Was An Old Woman Who Lived In A Shoe by Nikki Mont Louis - [46 words]
The Soul Alone by Wasted Time - [152 words]
The Silence by Brian C Lebron - [27 words]
The Mountain Of Hope by Matthew Mark Gill The New Life What we all yearn for in life! [100 words]
The Lotus by Brian C Lebron Haiku. [6 words]
Talented by Matthew Mark Gill Lyrics Music artist see's the goodness inside and the feelings that enter his lyrics! What's left is talent. [67 words]
Something To Think About by C Stretch I didn't know what to call it... Just tell me what you think. [31 words]
Since You've Gone by Iain Spittles Curious got me all curious about my own emotions over lost exes, so I dug into them a little.... [49 words]
Second Chance At Life by C Stretch In my world history class, we were assigned a Timed writing. And the subject was 'reincar... [130 words]
Santa's Coming Hide! by Matthew Mark Gill Claus Santa is on his way to hand out gifts to all that believe. [82 words]
Reviews by Curious Someone mentioned that some of the comments I received might make material for a poem, took that and we... [830 words]
Realization Smacks Hard by C Stretch When I realized the person I thought was loyal to me, was really the complete opposite.... [84 words]
Presidental Misconduct by Kendall Wilt Another Haiku to throw in the stew.Just having a laugh at the world around us. Might as ... [18 words]
Power Trip by Matthew Mark Gill Great Life Dedicated to the most powerful guy on earth our president! [83 words]
Playground by Curious - [53 words]
Over And Over by Danae Bonomini - [66 words]
One Day At A Time by Dri Reflections on my new life in the USA. Starting all over again is not always easy but not ent... [123 words]
Once-In-A-Lifetime Offer by C Stretch - [77 words]
Nothing To Do by C Stretch Bored, waiting for someone to pick me up and to escape from all the adults asking me things. [64 words]
Not Again by Curious - [115 words]
Needless by Rae - [60 words]
Moments by Luis Felipe Moura When love makes all the difference... [148 words]
Mistaken Identity by Curious Removed a line, thanks for the suggestion. [47 words]
Mississippi Love by Mia Angello - [53 words]
Marry Go Round by Matthew Mark Gill Give Me A Push Girl learns that she shouldn't be everyone's escort... [94 words]
Love Is Pain by Shantal Thomas - [118 words]
Listerine My Dear by Kendall Wilt Haiku for you. Please take action. [14 words]
Later On by Danae Bonomini - [92 words]
L - O - V - E by C Stretch Any type of relationship have their flaws.. [34 words]
Kissing My Mind by Buxton A tragic love poem. [131 words]
Jake For Goodness Sake by Shantal Thomas - [79 words]
It's That Time Of Year by D G Williford Memories, smells, sounds of Christmas to a young girl. [197 words]
In My Head Thoughts Of You by Andrews - [50 words]
I Will Never Be Him by Kimmberlee A Wolf - [92 words]
I Feel So Used by Carla Thomson - [116 words]
Hollow Heart by M Q Walters And if your life at home Is in a hollow heart Itís wasted on an old mans tears. [77 words]
Heroes And Villains by John Roberts A short 'ditty' that came to mind while working on a project for the local police force. [186 words]
Heartbreaker by Briony Carvalho Another attempt at rhyming - bit of a jokey one (makes a change from my terminally depressive ones... [97 words]
Hated I Shall Be by C Stretch - [58 words]
Gooodbye To You by Andrews - [47 words]
Game by Uche Peter Umez A look at a night in a brothel. [23 words]
Fragrance by Uche Peter Umez Affection for a beloved. [24 words]
Field Of Flowers by Andrews - [59 words]
Dying Star by C Stretch One of my earilest piece of writing... IT SUCKS!! TT_TT. [24 words]
Distraction by Rachel Alden - [78 words]
Death-Stained Love by C Stretch - [36 words]
Dancing With You by Luis Felipe Moura Have you ever wanted just one dance with the one you love? [158 words]
Christmas Time by Andrews - [52 words]
Chorus Of Love by Briony Carvalho My first attempt at a proper old school rhyming poem - one about losing 'the one' [116 words]
Calling Out To Death by C Stretch It's old... I'm not as desperate to die anymore.. [251 words]
Butterfly Love by Briony Carvalho - [90 words]
Bah Humbug by Curious - [14 words]
Attraction by Luis Felipe Moura An attempt to describe what cannot be explained. [116 words]
Angel Man by Mia Angello - [72 words]
And No-One Else by Ian Tronco - [69 words]
And I'm Still Learning.... by C Stretch A very old writing of mine.. I never really like my crap that I write.. I d k.. Some... [133 words]
All That I Am by C Stretch I don't know what I was writing about.. Or what I even trying to say in it... [78 words]
Abandon by Mia Angello - [41 words]
A Reflection Of Tomorrow by Brian C Lebron - [63 words]
A Little Bit Of Limbo by Curious - [33 words]
A Hard Place To Be by Curious Consolidating some of my stuff, sorry about that. [97 words]

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TITLE (EDIT)
I'm A Bitch!
DESCRIPTION
ok... this is about me, how i lost my verginaty to my friend's guy, and how i feel about that...
[297 words]
AUTHOR
Carla Thomson
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
hello everyone, i hope that you like my work.. i'm a 19 year old girl who uses writing as an outlet.. some of my work isn't the best but there's a few pieces out there worth reading.. i started writing these posts when i was 14.. and i haven't taken the time to weed out really anything that's a little dull.. well anyways.. hope you enjoy what you do read
*Smiles* always,
~Carla
[January 2009]
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
kitten_obsession@msn.com
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (105)
A Card For My Love (Poetry) Ok... this isn't a card I sent to anyone... and no one sent this to me... i wrote this for my art class and I thought it was good enough to post,,, so what do you think? [92 words]
A Fleck Of Sand (Poetry) - [115 words]
A Letter To You (Poetry) It's a letter to the only guy I've ever loved. it's letting him know how I feel, an opology, and letting him know that I've changed.... well read the thing... what do get out of it?... i never did sen... [232 words]
A Place In My Memories (Poetry) - [84 words]
Alarm Clock (Poetry) - [91 words]
Another Long Summer (Poetry) What can I say summer can be boring when all your friends are out of town. [232 words] [Teenage]
Can't Get Away (Poetry) - [78 words]
Class After Lunch (Poetry) - [134 words]
Confused (Poetry) - [19 words]
Congratulations (Poetry) I wrote this for an art project at school... we have to make 3-4 card and this was one of them.. hope you like it... and I hope my teacher does too...lol. [55 words]
Crying At Night (Poetry) - [62 words]
Cute Little Kids (Poetry) - [63 words]
Dad (Poetry) This poem is about my dad, and how he let my step-mom take over. My brother and I moved out after having to dealing with 4 1/2 years of her of her bullshit. And I pray to god that she doesn't treat Ta... [126 words]
Dear Friend (Songs) - [167 words]
Do I? (Poetry) - [102 words]
Do You Really Like Me? (Poetry) - [114 words]
Drama (Poetry) - [68 words]
Drea (Poetry) - [209 words]
Dumped For The First Time (Poetry) - [134 words]
Empty Room (Songs) - [116 words]
Everyone's Crap (Poetry) - [249 words]
Expanding My Horizon (Poetry) - [164 words]
First Time In 3 Months (Poetry) It's about the day I saw my friend val again. [128 words]
Flash-Backs (Songs) This is a country song that I wrote on the date of: 10-24-04. [165 words]
Fly Like A Sparrow (Poetry) - [64 words]
Friday Afternoon (Songs) This song is kinda jazzy. if you just read it can sound depressing. but it sounds kool when its being sung. [99 words]
Get Out Of My Head (Poetry) - [205 words]
Getting Back On Track (Poetry) - [98 words]
God Please Help Me (Poetry) - [51 words]
Hidden Beauty (Poetry) - [121 words]
Hope You're Lucky (Poetry) - [77 words]
How Do I Say It? (Poetry) - [133 words]
I Feel So Used (Poetry) - [116 words]
If You Were Here (Poetry) - [56 words]
I'll Try For You (Poetry) - [117 words]
It's My Birthday! (Poetry) I just wrote it... tell me what you think... I think it get's a little of the subject... all well... hope you enjoy it [198 words]
It's Not All About Sex (Non-Fiction) You'll find out. [383 words]
It's Only A Dream (Poetry) - [77 words]
Just Hold Me (Songs) - [156 words]
Just Respect Me (Poetry) Guys annoy me when they don't know how to show respect... what else can I say... they piss me off. [99 words]
Kid Without A Clue (Poetry) - [55 words]
Lets Clean The Slate (Poetry) Something I just wrote.. I see more than one meaning in it.. well it's here for everyone to enjoy... would love some feed back... keep on smiling... because smiles sure make my day! [91 words]
Life Wasted Sitting (Poetry) - [99 words]
Looking Back At You (Poetry) This is about a person that I spent a lot of time with last summer. i don't think that the title really fits this poem.. but it's gunna have to do until I think of somethink else. [141 words]
Matthew (Poetry) Well you know who you are.. lol i just read your poem... I thought you'd like a poem more than a review... you write for me so just thought I could write a little something for you... it's a I had tro... [122 words]
Maybe More Than A Friend (Poetry) - [60 words]
Midnight Rain (Poetry) I wrote it last night and would love some feedback... anything would good. [148 words]
Missing You Still (Poetry) The only guy i've ever loved... thinking about him still... I left him about a year ago... [129 words]
My Parents And Myself (Non-Fiction) It's basicly me bitching about my parents. [1,277 words] [Teenage]
My Second Chance (Poetry) - [115 words]
My Writing Lately (Poetry) It sucks [145 words]
Nature Of The Seasons (Poetry) - [62 words] [Nature]
No More Creeps For Me (Poetry) - [78 words]
One Of My Prayers (Poetry) I just started to write what I was feeling and as I wrote I was prying... I guess I just don't know what I want really... I just pray that God will take the hurt away. [301 words]
Only Curious (Poetry) - [122 words]
Picture (Poetry) - [101 words]
Please Smile For Me (Poetry) - [87 words]
Praising Him (Poetry) - [100 words]
Quinton (Poetry) - [194 words] [Relationships]
Rejection (Poetry) - [107 words]
Restless Slumber (Poetry) - [74 words]
Scorpio (Poetry) - [116 words]
Shocked (Poetry) - [74 words]
Should I Let You In (Songs) A slow rock song. [123 words]
Sitting Alone (Songs) A country song. well its just something I came up with thinking of other peoples' lives. it has nothing to do with me, but there are people out there that have to deal with what I wrote. [146 words]
Someone (Poetry) Someone that I knew back in middle school... I just want to get to know him better... he'd a good friend... now all you readers don't get the wrong idea... ok if you want to you can... but that is not... [100 words]
Still Waiting (Poetry) - [95 words]
Stop Looking To The Skies (Poetry) - [45 words]
Stress (Poetry) - [302 words]
The Age Of The Less Forgotten (Poetry) I donít really understand it, even though I wrote it. these words just came to me; so I wrote them down. maybe someone can tell me what it really meansÖ because Iím really at a loss here. [83 words]
The Break Up (Poetry) - [126 words]
The Girl In The Corner (Poetry) - [89 words]
The Joy Of A Teen's Room (Poetry) Well... my room is one of those kool attic rooms... when i'm done painting it it's going to be spiffy cool with tuns of different colors.... well I don't usually keep my room a mess but i've been bizz... [158 words]
The Outside (Poetry) - [100 words]
The Things We Go Through (Poetry) The person that this is talking about is me... when it says "you" it's talking about me. [171 words]
The Way That I See It (Poetry) - [120 words]
They Said They Wouldn't (Poetry) - [79 words]
Thinking Of My Past (Poetry) - [81 words]
Thinking Of Yashua (Poetry) What do yhou think?... it's just somthing that kind of came to me... didn't spend a whole lot of time on it... i'd like some feedback. [159 words]
This Weekend (Poetry) - [242 words]
Thoughts On Life (Poetry) Thoughts and questions about life... stuff I was thinking about [189 words]
Time To Smile (Poetry) - [71 words]
Tk (Poetry) - [204 words]
Turn Down The Sound (Poetry) - [62 words]
Val (Poetry) - [85 words]
Walked Around Town (Songs) - [115 words]
Wanting Something (Poetry) Just something I wrote... I don't know. [113 words]
What Do I Want? (Poetry) - [137 words]
When It Knocks (Poetry) - [90 words]
Where Is It? (Poetry) - [53 words]
Where My Thoughts Lay (Poetry) this is about my ex-fiancť and myself ... a little bit of what i'm feeling right now i couldn't really think of a title that suits this poem [139 words]
Why Am I Single? (Poetry) - [116 words]
Winter's Trees (Poetry) - [20 words]
Wish To Be A Child (Poetry) - [185 words]
Writer's Block (Poetry) - [71 words]
Yet Another Ending (Poetry) more like a letter than a poem... an ending of a sexual friendship with an ex... an ex that's hard to let go of, yet seems to know how to break a girls heart time and time again.. so it's my turn to d... [206 words]
You Are There (Songs) Well it's a song I just wrote... I might add one more verse... [49 words]
You Her And Me (Poetry) - [183 words]
You Love Her (Poetry) - [120 words]
You Need A Beating! (Poetry) - [142 words]
.Always There. (Songs) This is a song that I wrote last summer... I'm just now getting to put it on this site... lol... I hope you enjoy it! [151 words]
.Just Let Me Be. (Poetry) - [221 words] [Teenage]
.Moving On. (Poetry) - [100 words]
.The Beach. (Songs) A countryish song. [125 words]
.Why Do You Hide Me?. (Poetry) - [102 words]
I'm A Bitch!
Carla Thomson

Iím an evil conniving bitch!
How could I do that to her?
How could I betray her like that?
She is engaged to him,
And I lost it to him
I feel horrible!
Iíll never be able to forgive myself
I never will
She found out through someone else,
Before I could even tell her
I lost a friend I loved so much,
Because of my stupidity
I donít have any excuses
I keep asking myself, ďwhy didnít I stop him?Ē
But even more than that, ďwhy didnít I stop myself?Ē
I canít believe that Iím as stupid as I am
Iím horrible, and disgusting!
I donít deserve anything anymore,
Nothing at all!
I need help and I donít know where I can get it
Except from God,
But I donít know how much heís going to want to help me
Because I screwed up so bad and so much
It happened really fast
After words I was shocked
I didnít really understand what happened
Well, I did but I didnít all at the same time
Then when it sank in I just cried and cried
I was confused; I didnít know what to do
I was used
She set me up!
I donít exactly know why, but she did
She hates her,
They both love him
And now Iím in the middle
Confused and scared wishing I could change the past
But I canít, and I have to live with that
Iíve said all that I can say,
And the only thing I can do is to wait
Wait for time to pass bye
Not knowing whatís happening around me
I donít know what to do
Iím scared and alone, no oneís on my side
And I can see why, Iím not even on my side
I hate it, I canít stand it!
I wish I could run away,
Get away from this mess Iíve made
But no, I have to face the consequences of my actions
Be humiliated every day
I have to deal with what I did
I canít just push it away

      

 

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January 2006
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